recapped .

I was scrolling through my Photobucket and I saw this picture.
Immediately memories flew into my brain.

Everyone can guess that this chair is from IKEA la har.
I was BBQ-ing at Ron’s house that day’s evening.
I saw them putting the tray of hot charcoal on the ground BBQ-ing.
I was thinking it is so troublesome la.
Gotta bend down, BBQ then all sort of nonsense.
I saw this chair *glowing* at the side calling my name.
I simply took the chair and placed the BBQ tray on top.
In split seconds, it became like this.

Once again, I’m the joke of the day.

I managed to make this girl laughed so hard that she became my GF for a day.
Obviously her brother didn’t approve.

WOAH HOLD ON !

today emo day is it ?
why everyone emo.
i hope cos it’s only not used to school start.

THANKS MABEL FOR THE BOOKS.
I went to her house for dinner la, dinner still not bad.
Joan entertained me with all her nonsense as usual.
I wonder how did she get all the nonsense.
Okay I’m not asking for more but har I like eh.
HAHAHAHAHA!

Mabel arh, GO SENTOSA WITH SE ON MONDAY.
I attachment cannot go.
SADED.

KAR WEI .
What do you mean by
“its nuthin….its a nonsensical statement,
and i do wad i wan
so u dun come say this here and there”
I NOW VERY BOSSY MEH !

i gotta master the talent of self entertainment.
*HOLY LIGHT AT THE BACK*

a few times

There is a few times I had typed my wordpress post with so much emotions and ended up deleting the post.
The only reason why I did that was because I don’t want any body to be worry for me.
When I emo like this, most readers will be like “oh Don is emo again, nth much la”.
But what happens if you know the exact situation?
I’m not comfortable to let so many people know also.

All I heard were loud noises that kept intruding my ear drums.

HAHAHAHAHA !

I should really kick the childish side of me.
Like screaming in makan place for nuts.
It’s not fun la. really

OHHHH …
MABEL, I want those books.
BUT WHEN YOU FREE?

to the max .

i have failed *title*

to whom i have lost to, i dont know.
the topic of friends is so stupid.
friends then friends lo, not friends then not friends lo.
what is there to fret abt?
passing thru my life doesnt make u my friend.
if not i will have 1938462379654139569438 friends.
maybe im unfriendly. wo bu zhi dao.

work again tmr .

dont need

you don’t have to treat others like how you want them to treat you.
the most important is you being yourself.

why some people can treat this group this way, then another group another way. does this means you are not comfortable with who you are, or not comfortable with the group you are in.

there’s no need to change yourself so people will like you more.
it’s you yourself people should like, not your material or your be behavior.

it’s you being yourself, that’s what i love.
i hope you didn’t change your behavior while communicating with me.

one last question, are friends really just a companion?

helloffun.

I have a hell lot of fun this two days.
My life has been funny.
let me list them down..

1. getting to meet all kinds of people
2. the chocolate stuck in the vending machine
3. eating some food, unable to digest, and came out as its shape
4. people coming to my house to view
5. going out to friends house to ton
6. going to drink beer like some old man
7. go and watch movie

I think got more but I forget.

perfectionist .

Everyone wishes their world to be perfect, but how to?
Plainly just heading for what you want, won’t work.
You just have to compromise with the people around you.

I tried pretty hard for something I want.
But what I want won’t come, so I just had compromise and suck it up and see how it goes.
I’m not the King, I’m not the ruler.
What I say, people do not have to follow.
But I hope, what I desire will come true some day.

I made a terrible mistake on Sunday.
I took everyone for granted.
But thank God, my friends stayed on with me.
Amen.

Dear God, I know I may not provide the best advices. Can you guide my dear friend to make the right decisions and statements? Thanks.

OH TIAN .

I didn’t feel emo today, it’s a great achievement today.
YAY!
I hope I am not trying to bluff myself again.

Well basically today, I got some one to say everything bad about me.
YES.

1. Kay Poh
2. Geh Gao

TWO LEH . :/
Apart from Cindy saying I LOVE big breast woman. HAHAAH

BUT WAIT CHILL,
I think I only kay poh close friends.
Why would I wanna know a stranger’s issue?
Geh Gao, yes la.
I a little bit also angry; wanna comment.
HAHA, but who got to listen to it.
Close people only.
You don’t like I don’t say lor.
Don’t care mode –

HAHAHAHAH!

I can’t wait for alot of things .
I just want to have fun.
I miss band practice la, I never go cause I keep gong out. :X
I also miss KBOX, to all the ppl who bluff me say go kbox, I will box you soon!

Okay I shall finally explain my don’t care mood.
Everyone will kena basically except for me to know and you to find out.. NYEHEHE

I short changed myself alot arh.
Now I’m getting it back, by being less bitchy and look at the brighter side of life.
First to get rid, is being emo when I’m alone.
That’s why I’m gg solo for a while.

But still I love my pals la.
I don’t know why love can only apply to opposite gender, nvm abt this.
Nonetheless, I love my jie jie, my best friend etc etc.

i will update here and my cheena blog frequently la.
So tune in kay?
dont frgt facebook.
Im setting twitter sooon!

must love myself more

must love myself more
must love myself more
must love myself more
must love myself more
must love myself more
must love myself more
must love myself more

Alright, currently in a don’t care mode.
Because I don’t know how to care anymore.
Putting too much emotions into something is stupid, plain stupid.

Won’t people have some guilty conscious?
Why after making someone go home after a wasted trip, and people can think it’s okay and continue laughing?
WAIT! Why should I care?

I have enough of looking out for people before making my decisions.
Looking out as in not following them but making sure their well being.
I must learn to love myself, and lead the life I want.

I day dreamt about it, I would want it simple.
With reliable besties around and activities for me to do, enough.
I don’t need to get angry over small stuffs.

I say, all these are say only.
Whether it happens or not it’s another story all tgt.
Yes, I know myself so well.

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A side note.

I know you’ve done your best.
It’s clearly shown.

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