- to the songs I sing
- to my sorrows
- to my happiness
- to my lies
- to my breath
- to my emotions
- to who I am
Nobody has the patience to hear you all the time. You have to be your audience. Nobody knows how you truly feel.
Well, there might be one person who might listen to all your rants. How long would that last? People hates negativity. Do you like em?
I find myself everywhere. Maybe somewhere I don’t belong, but I just want to be there. Should know where’s my circle of friends and just stick to them. Social bird, end up feeling puzzled and upset for nuts.
I am happy when I know I am in the various group. Having fun, laughter, peace and joy. It is the kind of happy joyous emotions that I want to have.
Age, social status, hierarchy, ranks, etc doesn’t affect me. As long as I know we can clique and things go well, I feel comfortable and that it is.
People do pin point me. Saying I’m getting close to certain personnel to get the favour and whatever. I won’t say you are jealous, I don’t do that. I will work my way up in every possible way.
See? Even with the way I type from the above. I can feel that I’m confuse. It just sounds like I feel happy belonging to a grp I don’t belong to. Haha. Silly me.
At the end of the day, clique with the ppl and be happy. Regardless who they are, as long as I’m happy and comfortable, I shouldn’t regard what others say about me.
Be myself.