a cycle .

I realise that life is always in a cycle.
A cycle that you may not know you are doing so.
Let’s see maybe 6 months ago you are so into Yo-Yo, you played for 1 month and the trend is over.
6 months later and you see, Yo-Yo is back.

I was reading a book and they kept saying that I will return to the origin.
The origin i thought was home, but it isn’t.
The origin is yourself.
No matter how hard you try to be someone else, you will still be yourself.

[Change; we don’t like it, we fear it, but we can’t stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. And it hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn’t is lying. But here’s the truth: the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. Sometimes, change is everything.]

—	Grey’s Anatomy

A successful man is always willing to be little

Don’t expect someone to read your mind, and don’t play games with heads or hearts. Don’t tell half truths and expect trust when the full truth comes out. Half truths are no better then lies. Don’t be cold to someone you care about, indifference hurts more then angry words.

You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, “I have lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along.” You must do the thing you think you cannot do.

Loving someone gives you the courage.
Being loved gives you the strength.

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CLEARED !

I have cleared the air with one of my friends, and how am I glad it’s over.

Well, as I say I will be back by December, here I am.
Right now I’m actually running my report.
Damn sickening, supposed to be submitted by last Friday.

Tmr I need to be up by 6.30am.
HOW NOW COW?

Well I’m not going to say about my secrets, it’s for you to find out.

story ends .

My story will end for now.
The rest remains as secrets.

Wait for a while, I will be back by December.

say and you will get it .

David Tao – New Boy Friend
Ah Mei – New Girl Friend

so do i get them ?
HAHA

a side note:

Darwin, Janwin and Shao Wei complain alrdy.
Say very long never see me. OKOK.
no hint arh, frigging strong that i MIA for SAY since MARCH !

HAHAHAHA

PET !
Ian and Faiz also want pepper lunch eh.
I only Tuesday free.
HAHA. u tell me how la.
you go and contact the world, who else like pepper lunch except CP and u?
HMMMMM…..

JERALD THAM ZHI WEI
LAN SOON!
I want to lan badly, I never kill things I not happy.
HAHAHAHA.

JASON HO.
I’m so sorry that I missed the meeting at Sarah’s house.
Then when are we meeting up arh?
fix a day soon soon leh.

Xiang Yun
OI, MRT NOT ENOUGH LA.
ask the boys go ur hse soon.
then can mahjong.
AND will ur sister be pretty on the 20th nov prom?
can i take photo with her?
HAHAHA.

HUI PING AND XIU LING!
BLOODY HELL with good reasons you guys skipped the dinner.
DATE ME AGAIN LEH!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!, im so shameless.

Jr, MIGUEL and KENNETH !
PLS ARH..
NO MORE WHAT DON IS BUSY SO NO NEED TO JIO LOGIC.
I BITE U I TELL U.

MABEL AND SOH ENG.
MEETING SOON RIGHT?!?!?!
SHUYI AND JIA LE AND ETC WAIT FOR MSG.

KAI XIN!
u still go for TKD !?!?!?!?
I want to go back but i scared.
got ppl say need buy $10 insurance??????
HAHAHAHA!
i miss fighting la.

KAR WEI.
AIYA, i dunno what to say about u.
you done then come jio me la, mean while i settle the top people first.
HAHAHAHA, u can wait.

SO MANY THINGS !

For the past few days my life was jam packed.
People will ask me, “Don, why you so busy.”
And my reply will be, “Busy meh?”
HAHAA

31st Oct I went to halloween.
Then ALOHA to November.
My normal schedule continues.
mon – Band
tue – FREE
wed – Work
thurs – Band
Fri – Work
Sat – Work then church
Sunday – FREE

But last week was a little bit crazy.
I forgot what I did on Tuesday. haha.
Thurs I went to meet Cindy and Cedric for dinner.
Saturday after church I went to watch Percussion ensemble then went to meet Shawn to lepak.
Sunday was ASHR ! then Julian house for BBQ.

SOON!
My tuesday will be for driving lessons.
I plan to take my TP before CNY.
So I can exchange driving with brother. HEHEHEH.

BUT har, I LAZY !

Now my laptop is spoilt.
I gotta seize every opportunity to use the computer.

i miss the smiles

I don’t know how a friend should treat a friend, I don’t know who I call a friend.
I suck at being a friend because I have been misused for many reasons.
And by the time I input for the friend, everything is gone.

This just prove how lousy a person am I, I admit.

All I wanted was a decent friend who I can just talk about anything.
Maybe this would be what a girl would say, but then I really like the idea.
Apparently, I forgot this could only happen in a story book.
OH MY, I still very much need to grow up.
Then I tried, confronting to girls in the end they think I like them.
confronting guys they think I gaying.
What’s the limit, where’s the limit?

I still put friends at the first priority list.
I haven try putting myself first.
ppl have been saying, if I dont love myself how to love the others?
I say, only when I see my surroundings happy then Im loving myself because I see my love ones happy.

I remember the smile Jerald Tham had when he was at the loft with his very close pals.
I remember the smile Kar Wei had in the photo when he was having fun at Marina Barrage.
I remember the smile Xiang Yun had when she saw me in the MRT.
I remember the smile Violet had when she saw me at cheers.
I remember the smile Sarah had when I told her I wanna meet her at lot 1.
I remember the smile Soh Eng and Mabel had when ever we go out.
I remember the smile on my kids when they finished their work and rush to me for sign out.
I remember the smile on my kids when I made them understand something and they could do their work alrdy plus a thank you from them.
I remember the smile on Faiz, Intan, Sakura, Qing Wang, Sath, Albert when I said I’m able to make it for the event and when we met they smile.
I remember the smile on Cindy when we just laughed things off like that.
I remember the excitement the Ngee ann Gang had when we managed to meet out.
I remember the smile on juanru, Miguel and Kenneth when we get together too!

I remember the smile tgt with the people mentioned above.
I remember the smile I had ytd when Ian Soo said to grant me three wishes on FB social interview.
I remember the smile I had while talking to fee and faiz on the phone ytd.
I remember the smile I had when I finally get to talk to Kar Wei about our lives for an hour+
I remember the smile I had playing with TKB.

I’m these simple, so long you don’t let me know you are unhappy I wont bug.
Someone said I’m pussy by asking what’s wrong again and again despite the answer is im fine but that’s because something is still wrong.
I got this weird ass habit that when ever a person is not happy I’ll ask the person.
What you call a kay poh basically.
BUT I only ask when i can detect and that you are my friend.

YES, no point asking people to change for me.
I should accept and adapt.
Either I change or I cant expect the person to change.
Aint friends suppose to be mutual?

I just need assurance and I’m feeling insecure.
Now I know why I feel so much for that part of Jennifer’s body.
Working life is fucking alone, I don’t like.

Maybe I dont feel the trust between us.
Maybe I’m just rushing things.
BIG TIME.

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你的歌 – 陶喆

hey guys.

Sorry for not posting for quite a while.
My laptop has gone into the hospital again and this time the nose (fan) spoilt. heh.
I’m at the loft after watching the Ngee Ann percussion performance, it was awesome, and I’m staying with them.
I used their lappy there while they are sleeping. heees.

Update about my health.
I lost 2 Kgs, bad.
My hypothyroid is normal and thus I should gain weight.
Hypothyroid is suppose to gain weight and hyper is to lose weight.
I’m kind of opposite. WRONG.

jennifer’s body

Well, I find the story line for this movie wasn’t anything near fantastic but there was this part which struck me awake.

So I guess by now everyone knows that Jennifer is a demon, and she eats boys. She has a best friend, Needy, who has a boyfriend, Chip, and obviously she knows about Jennifer being a demon, because best friends don’t keep secrets.

There’s a few sex scene and one of it was Needy and Chip was having sex. During sex, Needy still can feel Jennifer killing somebody at the point. WOW, the BFF aura is so damn strong.

The night of their school dance, Jennifer got hold of Chip and Needy went to the rescue. Before the rescue part, Jennifer and Chip actually got touchy. They kissed each other, hug each other, this is the technique used by Jennifer to get boys. BUT Chip said,”Sorry Jennifer, the feeling is not right.” KUDOS to CHIP. How many guys are like Chip? A girl throwing herself to a guy and the guy will just rape her. But Chip, being humane said no as the feeling is not right.

When Needy came to the rescue, yada yada and she said, “Why do you want to attack my boy friend when there’s so many other boys outside. Are you feeling so insecure?” Jennifer replied, “Insecure? I’ve got so many boys who like me.” ALRIGHT! Jennifer is actually very insecure because she likes to ‘kidnap’ Needy and ask her out thus Chip won’t have much time with her.

Afterwhich Chip died because Jennifer bit him to death. Needy went for revenge for 2 causes. Kill the demon and save the town and revenge for the boyfriend. At Jennifer’s house, Needy ran in to attempt to kill her. Jennifer flew up in the sky and they started fighting. Needy saw the BFF necklace on Jennifer, she felt that the BFF is over and pulled the necklace away. Jennfer being a demon still has a heart of Jennifer. After the tag has been pulled out, she stunned and fell to the ground. Needy took this chance to kill her. The point is Jennifer still cares so much about this BFF thing. The bond that they had. The love for each other, gone and it struck her hard in the mind.

So the whole movie plot I’m only interested in the friendship part. Because it shows me, BOOMZ.