2010

2010 is like tomorrow and it’s gonna be more fun.
I say there’s certain things I will definitely miss in 2009.
2009 was fun for me, I love 2009 quite a bit.
Up and Down, Left and Right, the colour of life is simply too wonderful.

I actually miss the times where I quarreled with my best friend.
I rather like it, a bit psychotic I know, but this only shows how close you are with your friend. It’s a type of expression that only both of you share with one another. I wont have this anytime soon.

I miss the fun and laughter that I had with my friends. Sometimes we just wish that time would stop when you are playing with your friends. Those are the times that you will go ahhhh.

What do I want in 2010,
ARMY life to be good and of course pretty and more pretty girls in my life !
HAHAHAAH, teekopek don is coming to town.
NYEHEHEH.

eye twitching moment

i dont know what’s wrong with me today.
HAHAHAHA!

i was talking to faiz on the phone and then i took the wrong bus .
then i keep typing nonsense words like concery, wine i type whine.
NONSENSE .

i love today .

God, quit joking with me .

Selfless, Selfish

Looking at the picture to act upon something is not easy. How often are you willing to hurt yourself and give in to others, not your love ones, to see them happy. Up till now, I only see a few who can do it. I can’t say I can.

For many things I want, I make sure it turn out right. If I discard something, I make sure it’s gone. I really wanted to discard something dear to me. It would be stupid if I just throw it away but I would rather hurt myself at one shot rather than peeling my wound bit by bit.

Let’s just say, I don’t feel appreciated at all. Everything was taken for granted, too much. This time I’m really going to give in to that junk, BUT

I want to see when will my body tell me to purge this posion.

Season Jolly to the Max .

The season has been jolly ever since it started. For Christmas, I went to eat at some French cuisine. It’s expensive but definitely worth the money. I wanted to advertise for the shop, but sadly i forgot the shop’s name. DANGS. It’s nice la, $65 for a set meal providing starters all the way to desert. This is the reason why I owe Miguel money. hahaha.

After the dinner, we wanted to walk around and yet don’t want to squeeze with the crowd. We ended up taking bus 7. Along the Orchard we saw people spraying each other on the road. I was thankful I’m not the one getting wet and dirty. Oh by the way, we stands for, Miguel, Juanru, Shu Xiang, Nat and Noreka. We didn’t know where bus 7 actually leads us to, so we asked a passenger beside us. To our horror, it will actually lead us to Bedok. GOSH, so far. We got down quickly somewhere near Bugis and went to the intercontinental hotel for toilet. We did out count down right after we step out of the toilet, we were taking photos with the tree then.

After the toilet, we decided to go to Juanru house to play cards. and tada, that’s my Christmas eve.

Following up to Christmas, I stayed at home the whole day because I slept until 3:30pm. Juanru remembered that I want to K, awwwww, she summoned Ray, Sndy and Miguel to go also. Summon eh? haha. Sndy wanted to K also, seems like only both of us and a little of Juanru sang. Miguel didn’t hold the microphone at all and Ray sang 2 songs? Not so sure. Well, I just want to Thank them because it’s not cheap and because of what I want. heh.

After that we went to play L4D2. YES finally, I tried the Carnival map this time round. Not easy, alot of On/Off Siren, so irritating when the hog just come and gobble you up. We had a lot of fun shooting each other and zombies. Then Kenneth’s call came. He lost his new phone! Pickpockets are really very good now. He put his phone in his pocket and got caught. Okay la, it’s pickPOCKET anyway. He and his bad luck and he reported police already. I hope he will get hs pone back soon even though the percentile of getting it back is 1%?

Here’s my Christmas, how about yours?

laughing at yourself .

Have you tried laughing at yourself?
It’s fun.

ultimately, they are still kids.

Kids love to explore, playful and whatever you can think of. They never know right from wrong, they just go ahead and do it. Learn it as an experience and be a wise person from then.

There’s a kid who is notorious, everything that went wrong, the first person people aimed will be him. Doesn’t he deserve a second chance? Do all adults see kids sitting at a corner reading book or doing their stuffs quietly and refer them as a good kid? I don’t know, I fear that autism may developed in them.

I pity those kids who got caned when they make noise, sometimes I just believe, kids get louder because they don’t get enough attention. Spoilt kid and then end up when they want attention they will go super loud.

maybe my definition is wrong, I need to explore some more too.

the ‘best’ Christmas ever

I tried to leave you alone to let you simmer down. Each day hoping that, you would come and say hi. Perhaps a mistake I did or perhaps I should not have broken the contact.
For one day, I decided to put my ego off and contact you, I fb you. No reply was given. I may have embarassed myself over there, but it’s okay. I tried, not hard enough because I didnt sms or phone call.
I went to your facebook several times, and then I see you being happy replying others but me, profile pictures getting happier and no more emo comments. Im happy, until i went to click ‘info’ that i realised, im off.
It struck me hard, thinking what wrong have I done. There’s only one reason I could think of. “I betrayed your trust.” but then i don’t blame you for leaving, I respect you for that.
Maybe jie isn’t the very right word to use noe. but I think I owe you an apology. Sorry.

Very often

very often, i have neglected pampering myself and go forth to the people around me. i have to and must learn how to sayang (pamper) myself. i dun think this is the first time im saying this, but i will keep reminding myself.

I have went to town alone, shopping. JunHao said it’s emo, very emo. I beg to differ actually. I finally give myself time, to spend time with myself and at the same time buy some clothing for myself, although i did bought stuffs for my family and friends. Christmas is around the corner why shouldn’t I right?

hao peng you going Australia, good for him ah. Can do an escapde there. how i wish i can go overseas like now *vanish!* qina gg London. Who else.

Christmas, I’m reserving myself to my secondary school peeps. It’s time i really spend quality time with them. and i want to spend. It can just be mahjong, shopping, eat out. Im okay, so long we are tgt.

Im not exactly free until after concert. i want to spend my time practicing, by myself. i very very dun like sectionals becos i always feel that i drag them down. im trying my best and i know u peeps will say shld help each other. But im a lil inferior la.

And now i will spend more time with my phone. I can blog with it now, msn, fb, twitter, skype.. Basically i like to keep in touch with friends and express myself, so these are enough, i guess.

Okay, this is my first phone post, hope it works. Ciao!

my cravings .

1. Butter chicken rice
2. Tau Huay
3. Milk Shake
4. Ice Cream
5. YOU